I was overwhelmed by beauty in Antarctica, it was like my eyes could not take in so much magnificence at once. I’ll start you off with a few photos so you can kind of see what I mean:
“Oh, damn, never seen that color blue.” -Taylor Swift
Not driftwood, driftice
Floating confetti, Antarctica celebrates the cold!
“I mean, this is unbelievable” - everyone
Once the sea-sickness passed (YAY!) we learned more about our ship, MV Ushuaia. She was once a research vessel for the National Oceanic and Atmospheric Administration (NOAA) and is an ice-strengthened polar ship, an actual class of ships specially prepared for independent glacier navigation. Knowing she was sturdy enough to cut through ice was comforting. MV Ushuaia has the capacity to carry 90 guests and 40 crew. For our trip, there were only 72 passengers. Onboard it was intimate. And my favorite part of MV Ushuaia was that it was outfitted with compact boats, also known as a fleet of zodiacs which brought us closer to the heart of irresistible Antarctica.
Through my lens: Our boat Ushuaia, looking impossibly small (yet perfectly at home) among the ice.
Watching our ship shrink and the scenery grow.
Every night, staff posted the next day’s itinerary and paired it with a doodle that made life on our boat feel slightly like summer camp. In fairness, it was summer. (Because I’m obsessed, here is a link to more information about our specific ship.)
Antarctica, but make it adorable.
“Summer”.
Forget the guidebook, this is the ACTUAL Lonely Planet.
Our morning commute.
The daily programme (towards the top) gives you an idea of our rhythm for life onboard Ushuaia. Perhaps it looks ordinary enough? Breakfast at 07:00, lunch at 12:00, dinner at 19:30. But this was Antarctica, so the schedule came with a twist: “Penguins at 15:00. Seals at 16:00.”
Enter Group Penguins and Group Seals. By regulation of the Antarctic Treaty (see bottom), landings are limited to 100 people at a time to protect the wildlife — a rule I love. Cruise ships aren’t allowed to put people on Antarctic land, only “drive-bys”. With just 72 passengers, our ship didn’t need to split us up but Ushuaia did it anyway – Penguins and Seals – everyone boarded zodiacs, spent time ashore, and never crowded the landscape or endangered any animals. Our ambassador responsibilities were always taken very seriously.
Zodiac boats, ready to launch deeper into Antarctic wilderness.
Zodiacs, those black inflatable boats, held up to eight passengers and served as our shuttles. Bundled in all our clothes, we’d climb aboard and be lowered into the frigid sea, setting off for an adventure! Each zodiac also took two crew members: one at the helm, steering us safely, and another guiding us through what we were seeing; the polar air added its own wordless commentary. We were inches from frozen crystals that had been drifting, fracturing, and reshaping themselves for centuries.
Helen, smiling like that iceberg just told her a joke, Wildy.
Patrick, cooler than the ice behind him, Marti.
Sammi, yes, Antarctica is cold, Travis.
VIP seating.
Summer time, living’s easy.
Antarctica’s version of mood lighting.
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Side note: About Antarctica, the World Agrees….
Ownership: There is none! Antarctica is the only continent on Earth with no countries, no government, and no permanent population. They don’t even have their own currency! Antarctica is governed by the Antarctic Treaty System, signed in 1959. Today, over 50 countries are part of it 🙂 Peace: The entire continent is legally demilitarized. Military bases, nuclear weapons, war, and mining are all banned. Science: All research findings have to be shared openly with the world. No patents, no secrets. Time: Antarctica doesn’t have an official time zone. Stations usually follow the time zone of their home country so you can “time travel” by walking between bases.
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Solitude becomes the entire point.
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❄️More facts that’ll Chill You❄️ Size: It’s HUGE! Antarctica is bigger than the U.S. and Mexico combined (14 million sq km). Population: Even during its busiest season, only about 5,000 humans are spread across the entire continent. Land: Antarctica is the largest desert in the world! People: Unlike every other continent, there are no humans from Antarctica. Visiting: Even counting all the tourists, scientists, explorers, and support staff over the decades, far less than 1% of the global population has ever been. Now: Less than 0.01% of people alive have ever set foot there and Helen, Patrick and I can count ourselves among the lucky!
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“Let’s pretend we don’t exist” - Of Montreal
Pregnancy hack: add layers until no one can tell what’s going on underneath.
The continent felt infinite. Every zodiac ride brought us closer — not just to shore, but to the impossible scale of Antarctica itself. The boats carried us into moments I still can’t fully believe — drifting past neon-blue-bergs, staring at cliffs carved by time, laughing with friends while spray hit our faces. (and I haven’t even mentioned the animals!)
Zodiacs weren’t just shuttles; they were our magic carpets — the smallest boats brought us to the biggest wonders. I was constantly afloat, in awe, smitten with this frozen world. The daily programme had it right; We travel not to escape life, but for life not to escape us.
In contrast to how I *maybe* felt during some of the nausea, once we entered Antarctica I knew that every patch, pill, and wave in the Drake Passage had been worth it. Let’s gooooooooo!
I was about to go through a breakup in New York City. But this was hours before the breaking up — this was the pre-breakup hype party. (It’s time we call it what it was…kidding!) Some of my besties were with me and asked about travel; Where would I want to go? ‘Antarctica has always been at the top of my list…’ “Us too!” they said. “Why don’t you send us a proposal with cost breakdown and dates?!!!!”
*One year later* During a different breakup (lol), I remembered the proposition. Helen was going through her own breakup, so this felt like uncanny timing — we had no idea that we’d both be single ever again — a trip to Antarctica as heartbreak medicine. I sat down and finally wrote the long-awaited 4 page proposal, and sent it to those close friends. Four said yes! It didn’t take long before we all put down deposits 🙂
But the thing about planning a trip to Antarctica is that you tend to do it a lot in advance (these things can sell out, we’d heard). And no one could’ve predicted where any of us would be by the time the boat finally left: two of my best friends had to pull out because of beloved cat stuff. The serious kind. So that left Patrick, Helen, Sammi (the latter who’d gotten back together with her boyfriend)… and the fetus I was referring to as “alleged.”
Yes, I had fallen pregnant with my first child (!!!!!!!) between drafting the proposal, putting down a deposit, and actually leaving for Antarctica.
Thus followed consideration and consultation with both Ryan – my boyfriend who has ALWAYS been incredibly supportive of my travel plans – and the midwives we were working with, though none of these people had either ever been to Antarctica or worked with any woman who had.
Together, Ryan and I decided that even though I was pregnant, I was still going to take the same trip I’d planned, proposed, and saved for many months ago — I changed nothing except possibly making it more extreme; I extended the trip. 6 full weeks of travel, this time, pregnant. I would continue traveling in South America after our Antarctic foray. For the boat portion, I was required to get an official note from a doctor saying I was “fit to travel.” Side note: Fit, sure, but not immune to that infamous Drake Passage.
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You have to be in your second trimester to board a boat to Antarctica, and the day our boat was set to leave I turned six months pregnant. (“Couldn’t have planned it better.”) Later, a crew member told me I was only the third pregnant person he had ever remembered meeting on board a boat in the ten years of trips he has taken (15 trips per season, that’s 150 trips). The first pregnant woman he had seen had been his sister, what a trailblazer! The second woman had likely been the woman who wrote the ONE and only blog I found about someone else who had visited Antarctica at 21 weeks pregnant. Shout-out to her! Sure, I’d be waddling in at 23/24 weeks, but still — she wrote about how this was possible. Thank you to the pioneer who wrote this for me to find.
And then there was me, the third person that this well-seasoned crew member had ever heard of who was taking a boat to Antarctica while with child. 11 months after I’d made the official Antarctica pitch — it was time to go.
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December 2023 Summer in South America
Team "Carry-on only" (Pregnant edition). This is literally everything that all 3 of us brought to Antarctica (and for me, South America for many more weeks after).Different angle, same Tres Amigos energy. Patrick is blue. Helen is red. Sammi is green.
With just our small backpacks, as always (though I admit it was harder to pack with my growing belly. My usual clothes didn’t fit, I needed specialized items, and it was hard to anticipate how big I’d be by the end, I’d never been pregnant before). Patrick, Helen and I met up in Buenos Aires where we bought matching Messi jerseys, tried Argentinian steak in Argentina (the namesake!), and I indulged in my pregnancy Juicy Fruit cravings (actual fruit, not the gum). Buenos Aires made it easy to access juiced oranges (naranjas) both on the street and in our hostel — so I drank glass after glass of this delicious, cheap, fresh-squeezed juice… until my pregnancy acid reflux kicked in. #WhenLifeGivesYouNaranjas
Instant locals thanks to Messi jerseys.
From the capital we took a plane south to Ushuaia in Tierra del Fuego. En español it’s nicknamed el fin del mundo — the end of the world. While we were there, we drank (okay, they drank, I sipped) delectable Argentinian wine, the best (and cheapest) any of us had ever tasted, wandered through the Museo del Fin del Mundo, ate fresh seafood, and admired how fluffy the local dogs were (gotta have a thick coat to live at the end of the world). We also shared a pint at an Irish pub, because nothing says Antarctica prep like the world’s southernmost Guinness. Well, one thing might say Antarctica prep better; actual Antarctica prep.
During dinner one night we sat next to a group who had just gotten back from their own Antarctica expedition, our two groups started to chat. That’s when I realized how crucial it was that I acquire waterproof pants. I didn’t bring any because my stomach didn’t fit the ones I owned and I said as much to the woman next to me who offered to lend me hers. I’ll be forever grateful to her!! I crammed them into my backpack and lived in that kind stranger’s pants for all of my time on shore in Antarctica. Months later, back in the States, I mailed them back to her with a heart-felt thank you.
At the end of the world, even the dogs wear winter coats.
It was from el fin del mundo that we met our boat — also named Ushuaia. As we boarded, we learned that the crew had arrived that morning and were heading back to open water the same day. We couldn’t believe they turned around immediately. “The same day?!” we kept repeating.
During check-in, because of my “condition,” we got a room upgrade. Helen and I weren’t forced into bunk beds! We got individual beds and our own bathroom! Hilarious that they thought my best friend wouldn’t just give me the bottom bunk. I guess you can never be too sure.
Ready to sail to the edge of our round earth.
Leaving Ushuaia via the Beagle Channel.
That evening, at orientation, one of the first things they told us was that this was an old expedition boat and it didn’t have shocks. We were to spend two nights and two days crossing the Drake Passage, starting literally now, in waters that are notoriously some of the roughest in the world, with no shocks. And, because I was pregnant, I wasn’t eligible to take the ship’s seasickness pills. BUMMER! But my bestie, Emily, had thought of this in advance and slipped me several pregnancy-approved Scopolamine patches before I left Pittsburgh which you do need a prescription for in the United States but we were in international waters, baby!!! Thank you, Emily! I could not imagine how horrific the boat ride over the Drake Passage would have been for me had I not had these patches.
Antarctica chic. And pre-throwing up.
I was absentmindly fiddling with my aforementioned Scopolamine when the ship’s doctor asked, “Is anyone here pregnant?” Helen nudged me, “That’s you”, she whispered. I raised my hand and looked around. Were there other pregnant people on this boat!?! No. Absolutely not, haha. The doctor just wanted to identify me right away.
Over the 10 days we were on the ship the doctor came to check on me daily, it was nice to be looked after though what could she do? Seasickness is a battle everyone passing through the Drake for the first time has to suffer.
And suffer I did. I was throwing up in my sleep, staggering from bed, and so dehydrated I was having both muscle cramps and contractions. “Is this because I’m pregnant or, you know, The Drake Passage?”, I groaned into the void. “Yup,” it thrummed back.
The Drake Passage rocking everything, even our wardrobe.
The crew told us that one way to alleviate seasickness was to “keep your eyes on the horizon” and another was to “get some fresh air.” So Patrick, Bel and I became outdoor horizon hunters, scanning for that thin line of steadiness while everything else pitched and heaved around us. Did it work? Hard to say as I barf moaned into yet another bag.
Attempting to walk a straight line.
Sky, sea, and is it this railing that's making me sick?
On day two, while immobilized, I told my best friends that “I would not have done this if I knew how hard it would be” and “I will never get on another boat again.” I was sick. Not dangerously sick, but uncomfortably, unrelentingly sick. They were sick, too. We were all sick.
Meanwhile, each morning the captain would come on the intercom (Bel and I slept on the starboard side, unrelated but just for our shared memory) and would make announcements for the day. He cheerfully declared that this was the easiest crossing in six years. We shuddered to think about what the hard ones looked like. Helen joked, “If you can make it here, you can make it anywhere” was famously written about the Drake Passage.
BUT THEN.
Reaching the end of the (Google) map.
On the morning of our third day aboard Ushuaia the boat stopped pitching. The water went calm. The horizon held still. We had made it through the Drake Passage (!!!) and the change was seismic.
That morning, the crew gathered us in the lounge and declared us Antarctic Ambassadors. The slide on the screen read: “You are now an ambassador for the continent. We hope you will spread the word about Antarctic conservation and its value to science.” And this wasn’t just shipboard cuteness — it came straight from the International Association of Antarctica Tour Operators (IAATO), basically the bouncers guarding Antarctica’s future. It’s such a smart move: instead of handing us a rulebook that says “stay 15 feet from penguins,” they made us part of the mission. So here’s our new role, Antarctic Ambassador. It’s a lifetime term with no campaigning required. Though now the three of us are legally bound to protect penguins and shout about icebergs at dinner parties. You should know that before you invite us anywhere. It’s the idea that you don’t just visit Antarctica — you take it with you, and you owe it your voice. Which, I guess, is exactly what I’m doing here: fulfilling my ambassadorial duty, one blog post at a time (and there are going to be seven.)
Anyway, THERE IT WAS, surreal landscape: penguins porpoising (did you know penguins porpose?!) alongside us. Icebergs, glowing blue from within. I took my pregnancy announcement photos.
Penguins in the water cosplaying as dolphins.Our very first iceberg! (Stay tuned for more in this series, photos galore!)Seasickness over morning sickness.
The show had begun! We were welcomed to the theatre (of our planet)!!! I am not exaggerating when I say that the trip to Antarctica was the best trip of my life and, for those of you new to this blog, that is no small statement. I have decided that crossing the roughest waters in the world and arriving in Antarctica is an initiation. The Drake Passage is a rite of passage; it is the gateway portal to my idea of heaven. Honestly? It was everyone onboard’s idea of heaven. Visiting here is akin to religious ecstasy. It is wild(ly) inviting for such an inhospitable place. “Go for the animals, come back for the ice.” – the wisest crew member.
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Patrick reminded me: “Wait — didn’t you say you would ‘never have done this if you’d known how hard it was going to be?’” “Shhh,” Helen teased. “We all said things we didn’t mean in the Drake Passage.”
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Prepare yourself, what I can only assume are exclusively pregnant readers heading to Antarctica. For the superlatives. For the arctic animals. For icebergs that headline as modern art. And for more beauty than I can possibly capture with words, photos, and exclamation points.
Joy returns after the Drake."Baby on board".
Pregnant or not, I urge you: take the MVUshuaia to Antarctica. Before we went, the trip felt expensive; once we were there, it felt cheap. Worth.Every.Cent.
Antarctica is the golden snitch. The game is over. Hang up your passport — you won’t be needing it. You might not have won the game, but the match has been decided. That continent is the pinnacle of anything I will ever see in my lifetime. “Because I knew you, I have been changed for Good.”
(Slightly) mad for new and extreme encounters, ‘mi (+ 1)